Showing posts with label Heart. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Heart. Show all posts

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Reflecting On My Idols

Reflecting On My Idols

This morning my reading plan brought me to Leviticus 26; and Mark 2. 
The passage in Leviticus led me to realize that I had to 1) check my heart for idols, anything that I have placed before God, anything, any person that I´ve come to value, prioritize more than God. 2) it also described the rewards of obedience to God in this; 3) lastly, it also illustrates the penalties of disobedience.

"You shall not make for yourselves idols, nor shall you set up for yourselves an image or a sacred pillar, nor shall you place a figured stone in your land to bow down to it; for I am the Lord your God..." - Leviticus 26:1

The dictionary defines idols as:
- An image or representation of a god used as an object of worship.
- A person or thing that is greatly admired, loved, or revered:

As I reflected on this, I had to start asking myself, if there is anything or anyone getting in the way of, or taking my heart away from focusing on my God. Am I loving God with all my heart and soul and might or have I set aside tiny nooks of my heart and reserved them for myself and my idols thinking that it would be ok since most of my heart and soul and might are for God anyway? Then I remembered...:

"You shall love the Lord your God with "ALL" your heart and with all your soul and with all your might." - Deuteronomy 6:5

My QT plan for the past month involved reading one Psalm each day. Interestingly today I was at Psalm 49. This Psalm talks about the folly/futility of pursuing and trusting riches and taking pride in one´s own accomplishments.

"...Do not be afraid when a man becomes rich,
When the glory of his house is increased;
For when he dies he will carry nothing away;
His glory will not descend after him.
Though while he lives he congratulates himself—
And though men praise you when you do well for yourself—
He shall go to the generation of his fathers;
They will never see the light.
Man in his pomp, yet without understanding,
Is like the beasts that perish." - Psalm 49:16-20

Has the pursuit of riches, recognition, and reward taken up some small space in my heart-a heart that was meant to be for God alone? Have I foolishly been thinking, "I can take a little credit, deserve some reward or recognition, relish some praise for myself, save some riches for my own use, etc.?"

This brought me back full-circle to the passage in Leviticus 26, where it says:

"...If you walk in My statutes and keep My commandments so as to carry them out, then I shall give you rains in their season, so that the land will yield its produce and the trees of the field will bear their fruit...I shall also grant peace in the land, so that you may lie down with no one making you tremble. I shall also eliminate harmful beasts from the land, and no sword will pass through your land. But you will chase your enemies and they will fall before you by the sword;...So I will turn toward you and make you fruitful and multiply you, and I will confirm My covenant with you...Moreover, I will make My dwelling among you, and My soul will not reject you. I will also walk among you and be your God, and you shall be My people..."- Leviticus 26: 6-12

There is nothing inherently wrong with riches, rewards or recognition. God Himself promises to generously give His people all of these (Matt. 6:33) on the condition that we love, obey and seek Him "FIRST" and not the other way around. Thinking that we will seek success, fame, riches and reward and glorify God with them is flawed thinking.

God is glorified when we love, obey and seek Him first and we are rewarded by Him with success and everything else that comes along with it because then people will see God and not the "idol" which is our own effort of pursuing success.

Monday, September 19, 2011

Reflections on 2 Kings 5: The Servant's Heart 1 of 2

Reflections on 2 Kings 5: The Servant's Heart (1 of 2)

In this passage of scripture, we see four servants: the maidservant of Naaman's wife, the King of Israel (in the service of God), Naaman's soldiers, and finally Gehazi (Elisha's servant). Let's take a look at the first two.

2 Kings 5:1-7

1 Now Naaman, captain of the army of the king of Aram, was a great man [a]with his master, and highly respected, because by him the LORD had given victory to Aram. The man was also a valiant warrior, but he was a leper. 2 Now the Arameans had gone out in bands and had taken captive a little girl from the land of Israel; and she waited on Naaman’s wife. 3 She said to her mistress, “I wish that my master were [c]with the prophet who is in Samaria! Then he would cure him of his leprosy.” 4 Naaman went in and told his master, saying, “Thus and thus spoke the girl who is from the land of Israel.” 5 Then the king of Aram said, “Go now, and I will send a letter to the king of Israel.” He departed and took with him ten talents of silver and six thousand shekels of gold and ten changes of clothes.

6 He brought the letter to the king of Israel, saying, “And now as this letter comes to you, behold, I have sent Naaman my servant to you, that you may cure him of his leprosy.” 7When the king of Israel read the letter, (E)he tore his clothes and said, “Am I God, to kill and to make alive, that this man is sending word to me to cure a man of his leprosy? But consider now, and see how he is seeking [f]a quarrel against me.”

The Maidservant vs. the King

A true servant draws strength from and has faith in his master's abilities to provide, protect, preserve and accomplish His will through him as he serves.

The maidservant being an Israelite looked to God himself as master or essentially through His representative, the prophet Elijah. That is why when this maidservant saw the condition of Naaman (having leprosy), her natural response was to tell Naaman of Elisha the prophet and his ability to cure—most likely after having experienced this or seen it first-hand. On the other hand, the King, after seeing Naaman, had an altogether different reaction. It was one of despair. I praise God for the contrast He uses not just in this passage but in this book of 2nd kings. In Chapter 6 it was a contrast between the four lepers and the king. But as early as this chapter we find a contrast between a king’s reaction to crisis and that of a mere maidservant. I praise God for the consistency of His word, for was it not said in the book of 1 Corinthians:

26 For consider your calling, brethren, that there were not many wise according to[b]the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble; 27 but God has chosen the foolish things of the world to shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world to shame the things which are strong, 28 and the base things of the world and the despised God has chosen, the things that are not, so that He may nullify the things that are, 29so that no man may boast before God. 30 But by His doing you are in Christ Jesus, who became to us wisdom from God, and righteousness and sanctification, and redemption, 31 so that, just as it is written, “LET HIM WHO BOASTS, BOAST IN THE LORD.”

The thought of the consistency of God’s word blows my mind. But God in His grace has yet to give me insights on the beauty of this thought.

In the meantime, let’s go back and take a look at the King and the maidservant. If we really bring it down to the bottom-line, both of them were looking at the same thing. They were both looking at a man with leprosy. The maidservant’s humble response enabled her to point Naaman to go to Israel and seek Elisha to be healed. On the other hand, the king who was in Israel himself and also had knowledge of Elisha was completely ineffective, he turned and looked at himself and as such became desperate.

Admittedly, I would have loved to have lived in the time of the OT, seeing all these great and mighty miracles come to pass. But as Christians of today, living in the age of grace, we too are being used by God (hopefully like the maidservant and not the king) to bring about and see miracles unfold before our very eyes—the miracle of changed lives. How is this done? Simply by doing what the maidservant did. She pointed. Our (MY) goal as a Christian is not to “save” people but rather to point them to the “Savior”. The moment I start relying on my own craftiness /competence (I become like the king in v.7) I start becoming ineffective. No amount of eloquence, no measure of worldly wisdom can change a man’s heart—only God can do that. I have no strength or wisdom of my own to save men. All I have is knowledge of the savior who by His grace saved a wretched man like me.

As I reflect on this, I am even reminded of that passage in Exodus 3 and 4, when God was giving Moses his mission and Moses looks at himself and realizes all his own inadequacies.

Our duty is to tell other people of the Savior, not to be a savior in their eyes. It will be frustrating at times especially when we don’t see people reacting the way we would want as we share the gospel with them. But let me encourage you with this verse I found in Isaiah 55:10-11

10 “For as the rain and the snow come down from heaven, And do not return there without watering the earth And making it bear and sprout, And furnishing seed to the sower and bread to the eater; 11 So will My word be which goes forth from My mouth; It will not return to Me empty, Without accomplishing what I desire, And without succeeding in the matter for which I sent it."

Get to know God by reading His word. Carve His words in your heart that you may act in a manner that is pleasing to Him. Point others to Christ through your words and your actions. Leave the results to God.


Friday, September 9, 2011

Reflections on 2 Kings 6:24-32; 7:1-10 The King and The Four Lepers

As I was chewing through these passages, two things started to stand out for me. God reminded me of two things:

1. STOP LOOKING AT YOUR OWN CIRCUMSTANCES, LOOK TO ME INSTEAD! I really don't know why but all throughout my reading of this book, this lesson just keeps popping out and hitting me.

a. The Kings Response ( v.18-23)

God had just performed a mighty miracle by striking the Aramean army blind through Elisha. Yet, it seems the king had forgotten this. As they were being besieged again by the king of Aram, he saw the desperate plight of his people and his inability to save them. I would think that given the fact that he had just experienced God’s deliverance, he should not have been in despair. Unfortunately, he focused on the circumstances surrounding him and then looked at himself. Is there anything wrong at looking at or assessing the situations or the circumstances around us? Of course not; however, it’s the response after the assessment where faith is truly tested. The king was driven to despair. His heart was hardened as shown when he says through his messenger in verse 33: “This disaster is from the Lord. WHY SHOULD I WAIT FOR THE LORD ANY LONGER?” His response was to have Elisha put to death.

b. The Lepers Response (Chapter 7:8)

I am again amazed at the contrast God uses to make a point in this passage. From a high and mighty king housed in a palace and dressed in fine robes to four lepers, homeless, helpless, cast-out, most likely dressed in tattered sackcloth. The great thing here is that God reveals to us that the contrast between these two people is just on the outside. For in chapter 6:30 as the king tore his robes in despair we find him dressed in sackcloth as well under his robes. There was no difference between the heart condition of the king and the lepers.

The king had one response—that is to blame God and vent his anger on Elisha. The lepers had a more complicated response. In their desperation they just decided to “give it all up” chapter 7:4 gives us a picture of just how desperate their situation was. I find it hard to relate to the king. I was never born rich or privileged in this life and as such cannot fathom the king’s despair. But God bless the lepers! I am humbled and reminded of how God delivered me from my own situation not too long ago (and maybe to a certain extent—even now).

2. REMEMBER THAT GOD IS SOVEREIGN.

a. The king , in his desperation, was driven to pride and lashed out in anger at God by intending to have Elisha killed. Why pride? I think it was because he felt “entitled”. He felt that he didn’t deserve to be besieged. Again, I am reminded of the times when I react almost like him, asking God “Why? Why are you allowing this to happen to me? Have I not accepted Jesus as my savior? Am I not one of your sons?” Then I remember what Jesus went through and I am all at once sobered and humbled. God shows His sovereignty by having Elisha boldly tell the king of what He is about to do and He does it in Chapter 7:16. He did not deserve this for his intentions were evil, yet God delivered him and the Israelites from the siege. Grace.

b. The lepers, in the midst of their own desperation were shown God’s power and grace. They found the Aramean camp empty and were able to eat and drink and get clothes and silver, etc. I would think that given this blessing they would have responded in thanks to God. But instead, they intended evil as shown in Chapter 7:8 (“Then they took silver, gold and clothes, and went off and hid them. They returned and entered another tent and took some things from it and hid them also.”) But even here, God shows His sovereignty by changing their hearts and causing them to report this to the palace.

In both these instances, God shows grace, sovereignty and power. He reminds me that He can use even the darkest and most dire of situations, the evil in the heart of both kings and men, even these He can use TO BRING ABOUT THE FULFILLMENT OF HIS PLANS. I’m reminded of Proverbs 21:1 “The heart of a king is like channels of water in the hands of the Lord. He turns it wherever He wishes.”

Brother/Sister in Christ as I am encouraged by this passage, I encourage you as well. If you are facing a difficult situation right now, if there are people who are intent on doing you harm, remember that the God you serve is a SOVEREIGN GOD! Call out to Him. He will answer you. He is your help, your protector, your watcher, your deliverer… (Psalm 121). Call out to Him. Do not make the same mistake I often make, looking at my own capabilities, looking to my own strength. Call out to Him and witness His sovereignty and power displayed and experience His GRACE.

Thursday, September 8, 2011

2 Kings 6:8-18 Checking The Eyes of Our Heart

Elisha Traps Blinded Arameans
8 Now the king of Aram was at war with Israel. After conferring with his officers, he said, “I will set up my camp in such and such a place.”

9 The man of God sent word to the king of Israel: “Beware of passing that place, because the Arameans are going down there.” 10 So the king of Israel checked on the place indicated by the man of God. Time and again Elisha warned the king, so that he was on his guard in such places.

11 This enraged the king of Aram. He summoned his officers and demanded of them, “Tell me! Which of us is on the side of the king of Israel?”

12 “None of us, my lord the king,” said one of his officers, “but Elisha, the prophet who is in Israel, tells the king of Israel the very words you speak in your bedroom.”

13 “Go, find out where he is,” the king ordered, “so I can send men and capture him.” The report came back: “He is in Dothan.” 14 Then he sent horses and chariots and a strong force there. They went by night and surrounded the city.

15 When the servant of the man of God got up and went out early the next morning, an army with horses and chariots had surrounded the city. “Oh no, my lord! What shall we do?” the servant asked.

16 “Don’t be afraid,” the prophet answered. “Those who are with us are more than those who are with them.”

17 And Elisha prayed, “Open his eyes, LORD, so that he may see.” Then the LORD opened the servant’s eyes, and he looked and saw the hills full of horses and chariots of fire all around Elisha.

18 As the enemy came down toward him, Elisha prayed to the LORD, “Strike this army with blindness.” So he struck them with blindness, as Elisha had asked.

Reflections on 2 Kings 6:8-17 Checking the Eyes of My Own Heart

Ever had days when your morning starts out right all fired up for God then a barrage of bad news hits you non-stop the rest of the day? This was pretty much the day I had yesterday. Late afternoon, I tried to find comfort by listening bringing up my old playlists, songs, videos and eventually looking up old poems (Neruda, Frost, Stevenson, etc). They just got me to dwell more on my circumstances and made me even more desperate. Weary, I turned to the Psalms last night as I was about to go to bed. I was led back to Psalm 73. I found Asaph lamenting about his own situation and was strangely comforted knowing that even great men of God (Asaph) also went "through" something similar. In the end admitting and declaring that even if his heart and flesh fail, the strength of his heart and portion was God.

This morning in my quiet time, as I continued in my reading of 2 Kings, I came across this passage in Chapter 6:8-17. Elisha was with his servant and they were hunted down and surrounded by the King of Aram (v.13-14). Interestingly, I looked at my day yesterday and began to see the parallel. As one bad thing happens after another, its easy to feel as if we are being hunted down, targeted, surrounded, etc. In verse 15, Elisha’s servant comes out and sees them surrounded by an army of horses and chariots. At this point, the servant cries out “Oh, no my Lord. What shall we do?”. I praise God for the servant’s response. For here, I find myself convicted. I realized that yesterday, in the midst of what I was experiencing I failed to respond humbly by asking my Lord, “what would you have me do, Lord?” Instead, I found myself shooting from the hip, relying on my own strength and my limited wisdom and understanding to “handle” the situations I faced. Sadly, my strength, wisdom and understanding for whatever they’re worth, will never be enough. As such, I found the eyes of my heart and my thoughts focused on my surroundings, my circumstances, my troubles—the chariots and horses around me (v.15).

What I find so amazing in this passage is the contrast between the servant’s reaction and Elisha’s reaction. Elisha steps out and very calmly says to the servant “Do not be afraid, those who are with us are more than those who are with them.” I can just imagine how the servant must have felt about his master at that time. He must have been saying to himself : “Uh-oh, now we’re really doomed my master has gone nuts and is seeing things that are not there!” I realize again the parallel in our lives today, when people around see us faced with impossible situations and in obedience and faith we claim God’s promises and rely on His power and faithfulness, people will think “we are crazy”. I dare to think that this is part of God’s design. For only in this manner will others see Him and know His power to deliver those who believe.

Elisha must have realized this and begins to pray for his servant’s eyes to be opened. Then the Lord opened the eyes of the servant and the servant looked and saw the hills filled with horses and chariots of fire. Amazing! The passage continues in v.18-23, with Elisha praying and God striking down the enemy army and a feast ensuing as a result of the victory.

As a Christian, it gives me amazing comfort and peace to be reminded that my God’s resources (His word, His promises, His whole army!) are always there for me to call on should I ever need it. All I need do is “open the eyes of my heart” by intently reading His word to get attuned to His will and get to know Him. Then and only then will I be able to see and experience the immense presence and power of the God that I serve.

My prayer is that as Christians about to start this day that He has given us, we declare by faith that this and all the days of the rest of our earthly lives are days "that He has made". That nothing shall happen to us apart from His sovereign will and perfect plan. That the eyes of our hearts be opened so that we may see His will for us today as He speaks through His word (the Bible) and in so doing experience His faithfulness and power!